I love you guys
Im not suicidal, I was bored, and in a very recent semi drunken stupor,
realized that there was more, in my surrounding universe than I had seen.
It isnt like me to underestimate.
I fail,
I fail,
I fail, at (an) examination.
I measure my distance from my goal and decide my pitch.
Well, tomorrow is another day.
Hopefully a brighter one.
I die everyday,everyday im not home,but 3 smiling faces remind me
how deep my faith in love is.
Even my teddy Leopold makes me sing, like the sun kisses the morning blue
I just cant wait to be with you.
I feel I walk my dreams, and sleep my days, just looking, interacting sans
causality.
I smile,I laugh,I cheer knowing all the while, about the lacking inside
of the very something that makes us all tick.
Im happy with what I have but I am not content.
I long to hold ‘that’ in my arms, grasping the very essence of the charm
that made me feel mesmerized almost drugged for however long that
lasted.
Ladies and gentlemen i here am,
bound and gagged
happy but sad
spellbound, hung and drawn.
From a very satisfying slumber
I wake up,
upupupupupupup 
terrace…..
as i arrive i rest my arms on the railing,
my eyes creep open
the weight of my eyelashes reluctant
i thought,
is it proud,
that i have to do a few.
My answer was a smile,
that my face drew
quite promptly
i knew what had to be done,
as the sun blossomed akin a marigold at the horizon.
Best of Luck For Whatever The Endeavour Dear Loved Ones
The World is not Utopian but it pays to be happy
And Im having Gin
